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: Sorry, good folks. Johnny just escaped from one : of our "think tanks". We will have to put a : better lock on his door. Bill : : Go Home, I'm Calling It All Off : : Hi people. Hope I didn't get to crazy for : you there. : : Being Jesus isn't so much fun yet, and does : often get : : fairly serious, but filled with much support to : help me : : get through, to eventually lead you people : to do all : : the work for us, while I become the world's : biggest : : slacker. I've needed to be authoritative, : along with : : legitimately feared for good reasons, at a : risk of : : losing respect from those I would only treat : with kind : : words, if I could write to you all : privately. But I : : say, the world can be brutish, and being da : judge as : : little G on my own like this on behalf of : everything, : : um, makes my position far from simple. I : kinda wish I : : hadn't been so rude, or swore, or could have : been the : : man I am usually to those I know : personally. I, of : : course, get very defensive, trying to be : something I'm : : not used to. I abhor violence, and reality is : so very : : strange as you may have surmised for me, I'm : walking in : : my dreams with God, and I remember creating : all you : : people from nothing way back at the beginning : of time. : : Wow eh? God as Creator.. me, I find it : hard to : : believe too sometimes. We have of ourselves, : Gods who : : write some of the most beautiful words about : Christ, : : that I only wish I could live up to : someday. Very : : amazing, and on the whole, beautiful, and : kinda fun. : : So I figure I'd reaffirm some of my : positions as a : : human God like yourself, in this world : called love. : : Okay, here we are. So, you can't know : everything, and : : you can never say exactly what is going on : outside of : : this moment you personally experience, therefor : nor can : : any other. To do so, would be everything that : your not : : also, leaving no matter what you surmise : through : : imaginations, emotions, mathematics, or : secret CIA : : connections, your always only a small two bit : player of : : the eternal omnipotence of all things. : Whatever that : : means, nobody can actually know see, that is : the spell : : we weave so well, and what has sharing love : together : : with another all of what that experience can : be. Wow, : : could be marvelous! Leaving us know God : anywhere of : : ourselves as the trees to the wind, sun, and : the rain. : : Change never stops, as the way it : always is, : : permanently. We're in this love together, : and like : : berries on the vine, it get's sweeter all : the time. : : With our admission price to the carnival, : comes the : : burden of all the pain and suffering in : the world, : : leaving us solely to blame for our : misfortunes. Being : : a reasoned immortal God with magical powers : as wonder : : through eternity, which is of what our universe : is made : : of truly, doesn't allow a separation : from the : : responsibility we have to others as : ourselves, : : particularly those who innocently or not, : cause us : : undue suffering and hardships because : they are : : unfortunately dumb, and generally don't know : better. : : What this means, is you can't fly away like : an eagle : : without having a real concern for your young, : or your : : species. This would come naturally to : most of any : : background, or education, as an integral life : system of : : what it is to be alive. Even after death, : were still : : left with many of the same hardships of : reality, only : : with a renewed vigor, that we are of course : going to : : get this done for our benefits. You don't : need to : : believe in God, or me as Jesus, but to in : yourself, : : makes this self evident through science, : reason, and : : faith, for those who have time to ponder such : things, : : that is. Forever trust in who we are, and : nothing else : : matters essentially. I am God's King of the : universe : : though as John, and this is that, because I : am cursed : : with this comic tragedy, being here where I : always have : : been, that is kinda hip, if I ever do manage : to find : : some time to forget all my troubles. We : can never : : understand it all, but as you always have, : you can : : enjoy yourself, and have relationships with : those you : : love, or work with. Love is a most splendid : thing, and : : although nothing is absolute, everything you : do, is as : : real as you are. As Gods, with the fears, : doubts, and : : insecurities that we are all, as people, faced : with at : : this or another time. If you can believe it, : without : : dropping your marbles, or if you do, just : pick them : : back up, living can be like a dream, and : hopefully, : : each and everyone of us at some time is : convinced that : : this is a good thing as a whole. You through : God would : : I'm sure, work with care not to frighten : yourself if : : you lacked faith in believing, while me, the : son, tries : : to do the same thing, but you know, this is : next to : : impossible, so fear is a natural, and : something I try : : to take on as mine in hopes to alleviate some : of your : : own. I'm a beast, but I love to cuddle. : As I've : : stated, there is no real hell of damnation, : other than : : what might be referred to as sleepy town. : This is : : about seeing you seeing me as them and us, : and how : : these concepts of division are apart of what : we are as : : the universe, and together, what we can do : to better : : our situation that can be for your benefit too : as God. : : Understanding we together today, are generally, : but not : : always, the weakest as our most destructive : forces in : : our nature as human society. Americans : might think : : they're proud and strong, for not facing us : publicly as : : the truth for slaughtering millions of : innocent : : defenseless families like their own, but : to the : : universe, or as me as a Canadian with a CBC : education, : : it is abysmal, and terribly unfortunate : for me to : : inherit. The feel good machine hates to : admit we are : : many humans living out of dumpsters. There : is no one : : to blame but ourselves as God for being so : stupid, and : : me being me, feel the burden of that : responsibility : : more than anyone, but I try not to, because : it's just : : too much to consider as John who : doesn't play, : : knowingly try anyway, with another's free : will, or : : fates. Maybe that has been another of my : mistakes, but : : I still have faith in you, to see for yourself : what is : : true on your own will power to be true to : yourself. : : Many causes that America takes up for the world : without : : publicly consulting anybody against : ourselves, often : : have legitimate goals, but it's in how we : reach for : : those goals, in which all our worlds : make the : : difference. Murdering civilians is really : bad news, : : and like I say, serves little of any : intelligent : : military function, other than a display : of our : : barbarity as God, and a disrespect for the : rule of law : : for often a billionaires perceived : continuing : : prosperity. Admitting to mistakes, is the : hardest for : : self labeled right wingers, and I have : established how, : : and why this is so in previous papers. Hey : look, I : : screwed up too as a human, and can't help : goofing up : : almost every single day. I've said things I : regret, : : and some times I lose my cool by getting : miffed at : : something I maybe shouldn't have. America is, : and : : must be held accountable for the war action : against the : : victimized in that country by the defense : department : : and the pentagon. Look, this isn't secret : information, : : and nobody is hiding anything. Boo! I know : it's not : : always healthy, but I'm trying to get : comfortable as a : : normal to myself, one of a kind performer : in this : : circus. Our weaknesses in our political : arenas, are : : perpetrated by not admitting we are often : less than : : childish, by our representors sometimes : being all : : growed up adults with extreme biases, being so : assured : : without ourselves, by taking our political : authority : : against our interests, by not thinking to : try and : : understand why they do what they do as a greed : against : : themselves being brighter, against those : of us who : : think anything could be so, or would rather : just get : : back to learning to play the clarinet or : accordion. : : Somehow, for some God stupid reason, : fighting to be : : less than what they are, according to their : own self : : destruction model as ego. Privatization of : our public : : utilities makes no sense, it just doesn't, : and only : : continues, from those who can't comprehend, we : are the : : public. I can't get away from this as all : our fault : : through God, as I would hope at some time in : the near : : as can be future, you would understand this as : your own : : life too. It would seem, as Gods, we ponder : many of : : the same dilemmas, with some finding : ourselves : : confronting the same trouble up at the : house on the : : hill. Once understanding ourselves as God : through : : eternity, and the death thing, it all comes : back to how : : are you feeling? Are you eating well? Are : all those : : my guitars? Where does that door way lead : to? Along : : with the ever popular, Wanna play around? : And, what : : are we doing to try to make better for : ourselves in the : : real worlds. So I really think the rest of : our work : : needs to be done without my help but as a : booster, : : because I can't see anything outside of myself : as John, : : the Son of Man, and I've covered every : major human : : issue on behalf of God already, and if you : people can't : : figure out how to help yourselves, nor feel a : want to : : try to do so, we never did have a chance. But, : because : : we are so very busy to take time for ourselves, : working : : for food and shelter for the private bankers, : newspaper : : advertising execs, the corporate machines : over our : : ownership on creative inventions, lottery : officials, : : and investment brokers, who demand through your : willing : : punishment to give as a slave, we accept their : religion : : without thinking. Example, the IMF and : World Bank : : loans along with the WTO, who take political : authority : : on your behalf, because we as a government : have let : : them take away our rights from us as humans : living in a : : democracy, without corporate coverage to : protect : : ourselves by covering the critics, of sometimes : no less : : than our chief economists, presidents and : regulators of : : these institutions, labeled quickly and : cheaply by our : : news professionals as the anti-capitalists, : and in so : : not working on behalf of you by taking : our money, : : demand the destruction of social programs and : education : : to be dumb like themselves, who rarely if : ever speak : : publicly, because many our most powerful : private : : corporations wont allow us to understand, : because it : : risks a loss of their private profit margins : over our : : livelihoods, obsoleting our regulatory : controls on the : : environment, and the creation of police : states to : : enslave us as their private products to sell : back to us : : at interest, namely for their blind : hatred and : : aggression towards all of you as their : universe is : : dumbly. We together have treated ourselves not : well as : : God unfortunately, and because I am of the : mind that : : the planet is alive, born of me through : eternity, I'm : : here to say, mess anymore with my sweetie : baby, your : : gonna see a father and his son get mean. I : feel as : : God, in many ways we have allowed : ourselves to be : : abused to death already. God, being what : we are, : : although I do love God as much as anyone, is : not always : : our friend, and certainly not what I have : chosen on : : behalf of another's free will. I can't : escape that I : : am, and share this world with all. God of all : things, : : is of course, way beyond my ability to : compare myself : : with, is much wiser, knowledgeable, and : maybe super : : sexy, so I believe there must be some purpose : to leave : : me as such. I live my life as Gods, : my soul : : responsibility as John to only myself, the : mammal to : : soupy for his own noodle. You tell me, don't : you think : : God is big, like, huge, and just wacko to : leave me in : : charge, being a man of such simple means, an : stature? : : I guess that shows God to be, even bigger than : ever, by : : being as me, so teeny. I see great : potentials for us : : as a species to go far for our benefits as : Mankind. We : : have awesome communication technologies, : that we so : : far, have ignored as corporate interest to : educate : : ourselves. This must change. The Bio-tech : industry : : must be shut down immediately, until we have : together, : : with real scientists, put together a : global gene : : treaty. If they continue to refuse to : cooperate with : : ourselves as a God of people, and myself as : the Maker, : : they will force ourselves into a game that : leaves us no : : alternatives. Have no doubt on this my : friends, : : believe me when I tell you, I am it. The : individuals : : that work for Monsanto are not scientists, : nor are : : those who work for Astrazeka, but excuses : for our : : mistakes in evolution, maybe even just our own : as John, : : what ever will get you through this, who : tell us to : : speak to lawyers arguing over private patents : on life : : as real scientists understand it already, while : telling : : you how great they are by private : commercials of us : : agreeing publicly, daily, who argue with : yourself to : : not address my concerns, or any others. You : know, the : : walking talking DNA that is ourselves. See, it : doesn't : : matter if all you nazi american people are : made too : : spiteful, ignorant, stupid and angry by : ourselves to : : agree with every legitimate high school : graduate on our : : planet. These bogus patent holders, who : claim to be : : better than us, are all that evil is, and : what a real : : hell in this world represents, but could still : possibly : : be good folk with billions of dollars in : personal bank : : accounts, that they tell me as God they own : completely, : : because they earned our blood taking all of : us as the : : robbed public through inept governments. : Doesn't : : matter though. If a few hundred board : directors, major : : shareholders and managers who haven't a clue : what they : : are doing to us, or could care, who's : jobs become : : vacant, so be it better to save all of life as : we know : : it for everyone else in paradise. : Either with : : education on the responsibilities we truly : have to : : ourselves to protect our lives and souls, : or we'll : : threaten you as Satan with my Hell's Angles, : to shape : : up, or we'll throw you off the boat. See? We : know as : : Gods, we win this already, it's just how many : more have : : to suffer for millions of years through the : action we : : refuse to stop today, because of Mr. : Turner, Larry, : : and Chris's ignorance on our awesomeness. : Monsanto : : knows they are killing people with : Aspartame, and : : dumping hazardous waste on us as the public : for their : : private interests as the trying implementors : of your : : destruction, but do they care? Fluoride is a : terribly : : wicked carcinogen, likely responsible for : many of our : : cancers, but do our, oops, I mean their : private : : corporate, below our bottom line : newspapers care? : : Rockefeller and Greenspan's friends have : billions : : they've done nothing for, but do any of you : care that : : people are starving, or paying half your wages : in taxes : : of which you celebrate not knowing on who : is being : : taken. I figure, if I was the only one : with a few : : extra dollars, and a half decent home : for doing : : absolutely nothing, we'd all be much better : off. It's : : like saying Mr. Perot, your a genius, you : must be a : : wise man to be in a position to rob us : all as the : : public that way, wow, your an american hero. : Billions : : of the public's health services removed and : into your : : private wallet, wow, impressive. Some : day every : : American, can in an american fantasy, : rob the : : unsuspecting public as God that way too, and : will leave : : ourselves somewheres else. What is : this? Every : : republicans nightmare of death and : destruction come : : true, that's what it is, as an ideology on : the right : : thing for them to do to themselves in this : war that : : always has raged. Who holds it? Only : the most : : ignorant, cowardly, and racist among us, : who would : : rather leave themselves to waste, than learn : something : : new, like the principles of democracy, and : freedom, or : : what is written in the American : constitution. All we : : have to honestly admit, is that we as a : society have : : much to learn from republicans. That's : it, I give : : nothing more of myself to the general public : this way, : : as I have nothing else to write about. : Peace and : : prosperity for all, but especially for God. : Please. I : : mean come on, it only makes sense for : everyone. So : : turn us loose, because we gotta do this our : way or no : : way at all. As jealous as some may feel, we : are kinda : : smart, witty, and insightful, and I know this : statement : : might bug your craw, but it's true. : : : : Still love ya God for all your faults, : : Your son, : : Johnny Wizard - The big dreamer still : wondering' why I : : can't seem to get any action. Oh well, hugs : and kisses